My Daily Babbles

Kasih Sayang Seluruh Alam

2010-12-09T00:06:00.000-08:00

kadang-kadang, kita tak sedar yang diri kita ni penuh dengan kasih sayang, dikelilingi dgn orang2 yang concern dan care pasal kita..kita hanya realize if something happened to us...

itu juga yang jadi pada saya..not that saya tak realize, tp makin membuatkan saya berfikir 1000x yang hidup saya ni sebenarnya penuh dgn kasih syg dan apa jua dugaan yang Allah turunkn pd saya adala satu bentuk tanda yang saya perlu sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang saya ada dan redha atas ketentuannya..

1. my parents:
tanpa abah dan ma, saya x tau mcm mana saya boleh handle all this thing (i cried when typing this)...bila saya fikir balik, saya tahu kenapa jodoh saya belum sampai, dan saya belum lagi berkahwin..coz saya tak tahu if my future husband boleh jaga saya mcm abah dan ma jaga..kalaulah umur saya panjang, mahu saya jaga abah dan ma mcm mana both of them taking care of me for all this while..

2. my family:
kaklong, kakngah, abg sepul, faiz, fadhli dan si kechil faeiqah penghibur hati lara saya...saya rasa saya mcm dh tahap sangat tak larat, dan sometimes condition bdn saya yg tak menentu..tp, with their help..saya boleh berehat, dan gagahkn diri..

3. my friends:
kawan2 dari sekolah, utm kl, utm skudai, officemate..dorang sume support saya...messages in FB, sms and calls..its really help to built my confidence and handling my stress..tell me who not gonna stress handling this kind of thing?if i'm ever give up, its look like saya pasrah dan tak redha! tapi saya bukan mcm tu..saya redha..saya tau kenapa saya dipilih oleh Allah utk berdepan semua dugaan dari-NYA...
terima kasih sahabat..hanya Allah sahaja yang mampu membalas doa dan bantuan kalian..

4. my relatives:
doa dr jauh..sangat2 saya hargai..family saya cuba utk take it this as personal and not to spread the SLE relape to all my relatives..but, with technology, everything on finger tips...sume tau dgn cepat tanpa kami perlu bgtau sapa2..saya sangat terharu...

5. docs, nurses and hospitals staff:
from Pusrawi to wad perubatan HKL to Nehprology ward..all the kindness mmg x dapat dibalas dengan budi..

Pusrawi : Doc Shahdan
Wad Perubatan HKL : Dr Ong, Dr Vimal, Dr Ameen, Dr Soraya
Wad Nephrology : Dr Goh, Dr Nik

dan..memamg hidup saya dikelilingi dgn kasih sayang, care and concern dr semua orang...,moga mereka sume diberkati Allah..dan moga saya juga sentiasa redha dan tawakal dan apa yg berlaku...

Allah Maha Besar - Maha Adil dan Maha Penyayang..

Pusrawi 1st - 5th Nov 2010

2010-12-07T18:09:00.000-08:00

I remember that date and day..kaki bertambah bengkak..I hardly can't walk. So, I decide to go to pusrawi. My intention is just to meet the pakar, but the clinic was only on wednesday. How can I wait when my both legs swelling! solat pun atas kerusi. Abah ajak to go to 24hrs clinic pusrawi outpatient, instead of waiting 2 more days to see the doc.

The process continue. I have to see the doc. My BP was high at that moment, nearly 200 at up..doc ask to proceed wif urine and blood test. I know this will happen! After that, doc ask me to admit to ward. I take a long breath! I know it! Something is wrong. I can't think further, and said to the doc will call my father first.

I called abah and explained the situation. Abah asked to admit to ward as my legs have swelling more than a week. Just because I don't have any insurance, abah have to pay deposit for rm2k. I nearly shocked and asked myself whether the decision to admit at pusrawi was good or not instead of HKL- my long live hospital..:)

So, after the deposit has been made, we proceed to 5th floor- wad al amaan..I choose the 4 bed in 1 room coz that was the cheapest rate for room at pusrawi..when I enter that room, there is only 1 makcik there. It felt totally different as last time I admitted to ward was 11 years ago..how times flies..

I dunno how i felt at that moment. But, mostly sad because I never imagine will experience this again after 11yrs. I'm afraid the process in and out to ward will come again like old days. As I remember I had to admit to ward so many times like it was my 2nd home. I don't want the same thing happened again.

Due to my BP was too high, I was given a medicine. I dunno what kind of medicine is that,so I just took in. After took it, my head was spinning like crazy. I felt like banging my head over the bed and wall. I have to call nurse from the speaker and asked to give me any medicine to reduce the pain. I can't sleep at that time because the headache was getting worse.

I just sit down at the chair. Before that, fadh comes in and we talked. Mostly abt her work. Be strong fadh! Then, after that, I have to just sit at the chair and cannot sleep at all. I prayed asar, and just sat at the chair..i cannot slept on the bed as the my head was in pain and spinning like crazy..

kak farin and ija came after that..i dunno why suddenly i cried when i saw them. maybe it was because i was in pain and what i can do that time is cry!

ma and abah came after that, and i cried loud when i saw ma...like i said before, it was the pain and my situation that what i can just do is cry, cry and cry.. :)
after maghrib, the doc came, and his name is doc shahdan..dari tgk gaya i know die adalah sgt2 expert..he checked and informed that my SLE maybe replased...and die pun mula cucuk the IV jarum so that die boleh bagi lasix utk kurangkan bengkak kaki..

then...5 hari di hospital adalah sgt membosankan..apa yang boleh dibuat di hospital:
1. makan - my weight loss
2. baring - tidur
3. baca sume novel yang ada
4. termenung

this is my 1st time msk hosp swasta and i can see the difference..because doc shahdan adalah expert, die pergi sume hosp utk checked up..dan hanya pada waktu malam die checked..so just imagine dr pagi sampai petang saya hanyalah melangut dan buat aktiviti di aats sahaja..

masa ni, doc shahdan x start lagi prednisolone as he said he already called dr. ong from hkl, the specialist in rheumatology to take up my case..as i admitted using own money (abah's money), so the cost to the all the test and treatment is expensive..i take up his advise..and for the 5 days admitted to wad..we have to pay rm2800++..its private hosp, and abah mmg dh jangkakan sume tuh...

so, i've discharged on friday, during deepavali leave..after doc shahdan saw me, and i can go back home and need to go to see dr ong at hkl on monday...

so..that i the 5 days yg sgt memenatkan...family, relatives, office mates and friends dtg visited me...dorang sume ni sgt2 supportive..i've been sicked since i'm form 2 and this time baru rasa mcm ramai sgt pelawat kat wad..hehehehe...

so..cerita di hkl will continue after this, and it was one of my best experience admitted in the ward.. :))

SLE - Sakit Kronik Auto Imun

2010-10-24T20:53:00.000-07:00

So, have u heard about SLE before? if no, you may google and details of SLE will be appeared in details..

saya menjadi SLE patient since i form 2, 1996...dan sudah 14 tahun rupanya saya bergantung pada steroid to keep me alive..not alive in term of live, but more to support me..so,started this year, i've been thinking a lot abt steroid and how it will effect me in the future..it was a very hard decision..coz i never tell my parents and family about this..since i stopped taking steroid, i consumed USANA which is the best for me..Alhamdullilah...so far, nothing serious happened..i mean, i can't remember when was the last time i've been sick..headache is normal, but after taking panadol, and take a rest, i feel better after that..the last time i've taken MC is 1 and half year ago..fuh....Alhamdulillah...

but then, for the last few weeks, started when i sick because of food poisoniong, and i felt that my body is heavier than before...yes, its been heavy for all this while, but this time is different..i can feel that something is not right..then, when i look closely at my legs, it was swollen..this is the bad signal that something is not right...if both legs got swollen, it was because both my ginjal cannot function normally, and its maybe not in process as normal..so, air2 kumbahan like urine tak boleh kuar dan it got stuck there..so, thats y my legs swollen! to make it worse...badan kejap sejuk, kejap panas...

hopefully...my legs back to normal as abah brought home ubat traditional...fuhhh!! sian saya.. :(

I Love You, OM!

2010-10-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

Anda pernah nonton filem ini? garapan dari Indonesia..sy 1st time tengok masa tu subscribe Astro Box Office..tahun 2009 keor 2008..dh lupe..dn sbb kn ia ditayangkn di ABO mase tu, saya duk ulang2 tgk..sbb saya suke character pelakon laki tu dan budak perempuan itu...

dan ...cinta itu, mmg tiada had umur bila mana laki ini, yang dipanggil OM Gaza oleh budak perempuan itu tanpa disedari telah dicintai budak perempuan ini yg dipanggil Dion...

tp, susah nk describe whether the feeling tu more to feel as father and daughter or normal couple gf-bf...coz Dion adalah kurang kasih sayang dr sang ibu dn ayah yg telah tiada, dan Om Gaza inilah yg sedia menjaga bile perlu, sedia ada ketika dikehendaki, memujuk ketika merajuk...

and...i somehow think..

1. how do we know that we already fall in love with someone?
2. how do we know if he/she is the right person for us ? -to share ups and down in marriage life and take care each other until the end of time?

the answer is : we never know..and we do not know...because what we should do is usaha, doa dan tawakal...moga jodoh itu adalah terbaik untuk kita...

my fren once said, jodoh untuk semua org mmg ada..it either di sini atau di akhirat nanti...

petikan dari filem I Love You OM:

cinta itu umpama anak panah..
ia membidik sasaran yang ditakdirkan..sama ada kau atau aku..
ketika itu, tiada siapa yang mampu menghalangnya..

Agenda for October

2010-10-05T07:14:00.000-07:00

Salam diberi..

Congrats to me because finally update my blog after a few months being abandon..poor my blog..poor to me too because don't have enough time to update..or, should i call it lazy? :)

so, sementara tengah layan Lagenda Budak Setan di Prima, otak sebenarnya ligat fikir nk update mcm2 dlm blog...tp, tgklah ape yg tertulis kat bawah ni nanti..

Oktober for this year started great..last Sunday,saya , kaklong and her best friend, Kak Ija sempat ke Istana Budaya menonton Muzikal Tun Mahathir (MTM). First time saya tgk matinee show..matinee show adalah show petang...selama ni saya tgk malam..tp, ms tgh cari tiket nih, matinee show dijual dgn harga murah - RM23 kerana target utama adalah for student..mule2, risau gak kalo dh bayar online tp kena reject coz we are too young to be a student...tp, bile dh call ticket2u, they said mule2 mmg open for student, then, dorang buka jugak for public..hehehe..

so, rezeki dpt tiket murah..:)..kebetulan pulak, Ira seek for my advice, she wanted to bring Syed to watch teater for the first time..so, ira wanted to find the best seat..so, bincang punye bincang..dpt jugak seat yg ok..so, ahad lps dpt jugak jumpe Ira...sgt2 rindu nk jumpe die..asyik berBBM shj..x semapt nk jumpe.. :))..

oke, ramai gak tanya my opinion for MTM..i just said "ok"...then they asked again, "just ok?"..so, could not describe more...below are a some of my reviews and so called pemerhatian saya sepanjang 2 jam lbh MTM berjalan..so, ready:

1. That little boy acted as che det was good in acting..ade bakat...it is not easy utk berlakon teater, so just imagine bile budak2 berlakon..4 stars for him.

2. Zizan Nin was good...but her character x dikembangkn dgn baik..coz, masa part die byk part cintan cintun sama itu Erra who acted as Siti Hasmah...so, just imagine..kat drama pun die berlakon cite2 romantik mcm tu..ms teater ni pun sama..sian die...then, i somehow think, ape lg peranan che det yg lebih kuat ms die muda...ape2pun, i think zizan nin was good bile berlakon part romantik..me terbuai sama -- tibe2 teringat part tuisyen, personal tutor..hahahaha..and suddenly i remember those time masa tuisyen kat medan mara, kl when it was 1st time saya dingorat...hahahhaaha..comes to think about it now, rasa that guy romantik plak...ok farihah, stop it..this is reviews about MTM, not ur love story..hahahaha

3. ade part penari2 dlm 10 people, menari mengerumuni zizan and erra, then ade sorang penari laki tu terlupa zip suar die! Oh my! rasa mcm nk g stage dn bgtau die, " hi brother, i think u forgot to zip ur pant!"..hahaaha..terganggu plak nk concentrate on song and lyric because of him..no that i kept staring, but i'm afraid something worst happened..hahahahha...tp, nasib baik baju die tuck in..so dh cover everything that shud cover..pwwwehhhhh...even u wanted to changed clothes so fast, please make sure the 1st thing u have to check before go on stage is - zip or not!...hahaha

4. what we called eh tulisan2 kat wallboard tu.kalo dlm natrah, it more like translation of the certain dialog..tp, for MTM, they put on lyrics and the exact peristiwa at the wall board! but!!!! yes..there is BUT! the put it high up on stage..and not on the left and right of the stage...so, i need to jenguk sikit my head to see the lyric and explanation on what we saw on stage..haiiiiyaaaa...susah gak kalo duk dpn... :))

5. the most part that i love is che det with his 3 deputies..seriously! that was the best..so teratur..muzik mcm makin kencang dn menarik esp part che det wif anwar..siap ade kuda kepang, keris..and then, the grafik combined bagus...so, dlm erti kate lain..mmg sgt2 simbolik..i can't explain it further, but it was the best scene ever! everything combined smoothly..if lah they can create the other scene also like this.. :)

6. esma daniel betul2 mcm che det! hebat! bahasa tubuh, solekan..mmg a good decisionlah...before this, when i knew that esma daniel akan berlakon as che det, i;m quite skeptical..but then, it turn out great..coz he already have background in acting dh lame..so, it was bonus to him!

7. erra..erra..how do i say..i do not know...coz i;m still seeing erra as an actress that always berlakon cerita2 yg buatkan die nampak cantik..dn x de banyak watak mencabar...boleh improve lagi erra! congrats anyway!

8. all the lyrics and songs in this teater was great!!! i mean..really great!! lyrics die mmg bhs puitis, combined plak wif susunan music yg quite moden dn ade unsur2 tradisional...great job guys!

so..takat tu je kot review...akan tambah lagi kalo die..

ok, next agenda adalah on 15th oct--tengok maher zain at auditorium MBSA..dh amik tiket..!!

will review it also... :))

Filem Filem Cinta

2010-07-19T09:34:00.000-07:00

Hari ni dn esok saya bercuti kerana replace kerja pd weekend...sangat rileks bercuti ketika yg lain sedang bekerja..so, bile dah duduk kat rumah..saya layan tengok movie Ketika Cinta Bertasbih 1 and 2 (KCB 1 & 2)...filem ini adalah adaptasi dr novel Ketika Cinta Bertasbih yang juga 2 episod bukunya..buku ni dah lama saya baca...x ingat bila, tapi pinjam dari Kak Ida..

Author utk buku ini adalah Kang Abik..kalo sapa yg x kenal, beliau adalah author yang sama utk novel Ayat-Ayat Cinta yg both buku dn novel meletup di Indonesia dn Malaysia..Cuma, utk KCB, saya rase sape yg minat baca novel Kang Abik ni yang akan terus beli buku2 hasilan tulisan beliau dan filem adaptasi ni..

So, DVD utk KCB 1 ni mmg dh lame ada dlm simpanan saya..tp, mmg x berkesempatan nk tgk..mind you...mcm busy je saya ni kan..padahal...kita ade 24 hrs, its how to we manage our time je..tp, maybe sbb saya ni suke take my leisure and sweet time to enjoy the movie so much...berbalik pada filem KCB 1 & 2..mmg tidak mengecewakan saya langsung..very close cite dlm filem dgn apa saya baca dlm buku...mmg its difficult nk adaptasi filem dr sesebuah novel..and its happen to Lagenda Budak Setan dimana sang pengarah compact kn berbuku kisah Kasyah dn Ayu dlm satu filem durasi dua jam lebih...saya tak tau pe strategi die..tp, skrg baru saya tau...dorg nak wat sekuel for that movie and on the same time kuar kn LBS versi drama..oouh...x besh lah ade versi drama...x de nilai komersial...

tp, different pulak dgn citer I'm Not Single terbitan David Teo..dimana die kuarkan filem tu versi drama, dn trus tukar tajuk jadik Adamaya..then end up..drama tu menjadik sgt2 besh....

so, berbalik kisah KCB 1 & 2 td, mmg besh...dn ade part2 yg menyedihkan esp bila ibu pada Azzam meninggal dunia..so touching...saya nangis!..heheeheheh..saya sgt2 recommend pd sapa2 yg nk enjoy the movie...kat you tube boleh di download saja movie nye..hehehehe..dan ada satu ayat dlm filem itu, yg sangat terkesan pada saya:

Cinta sejati itu menyembuhkan, bukan menyakitkan.

saya kadang2 terpikir..malaysia belum ada lagik filem2 islamic yg betul2 boleh menyentuh jiwa, penuh nasihat dn teladan dn mampu menarik org ke pawagam...sume tu ada pada ayat-ayat cinta , dn ia sgt sukses di indonesia, smpai presiden pun ikut nonton..malaysia boleh buat sbb kita ade ramai sebenarya pengarah yg bagus..tp, mungkin memikirkan mentaliti org kita yg agak sukar terima cerita begitu..dan mungkin spektikal dgn filem malaysia..i do not know..

latest book oleh Kang Abik yang bertajuk Bumi Cinta dalah sgt2 best..abah saya beli masa balik Jogja bulan 2 hari tu..sgt2 best..bile saya baca,,,tak boleh berenti...heheehe...dan filem Bumi Cinta juga khabarnya dalam pembikinan..can't wait!

filem2 indonesia seperti ada apa dgn cinta, ayat2 cinta, ungu violet, laskar pelangi, KCB 1 & 2, perempuan berkalong sorban adalah antara kegemaran saya..anda pula, bagaimana?

akhir sekali..petikan ayat ketika nisa meluahkan pada lek khudori di dalam filem perempuan berkalong sorban:

Allah sudah menunjukkan jalan yang terbaik buat aku, tapi jalan itu terputus semenjak kamu pergi..

p/s: saya mau lelaki seperti azzam dlm KCB..yang melindungi wanita...mencintai keluarganya...menjaga maruah diri..menyeimbangi dunia dan akhirat...layak kah saya?

Status @ Facebook (part 2)

2010-06-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

tanpa disangka...kawan baik saya, Pn Ira telah sgt menyukai entry psl status FB..hehehe..x sangka..tp, sy tulis pun because of my observation..

7. asyik update psl BF jer manjang

ha ni lagi satu...perlu ke wat confession terbuka ...kalo husband and wife x kesah..tp, kalo takat baru bf gf..dok usah ler...x abis2 status fb pasal masalah die dgn bf..perlu ker sume org tau benda tu??

8. klik LIKE pd status sendiri

yang ni siyes x faham..sendiri update status, sendiri tekan LIKE...huhuhuh...what r u trying to do? desperado? or if u really like ur status...bawak tido lah..:P ...

pelik kn? sy pun pelik camne dorg leh terlintas mcm tu sekali...yg tu nk kategori sbg kreatif ke coz think outside the box? hhuhuuhu

9. LIKE tak kena tempat

ini lagi satu...asyik duk klik LIKE sahj..kalo status yg best mcm, " saya sangat suke anuar zain"..ha..kalo mcm ni, kalo lah boleh LIKE 1000x, saya buat dh...heheeh

ini tak, adelah sy t'bace satu status, die mcm sedih sbb mak die sakit..dn ade malaun x reti bahasa or shud i say buta huruf g klik LIKE..aduhai...ko LIKE ke mak die sakit? aduusshhh!!!! x sehat sungguh laaa...

10. status FB yg sy sukai

ha..the last one nih, nk cite status yg org update yg suke adelah :

- benda yg sy x tahu, dn ade org update kat status. cth:ade sorg kakak sek sy ni update die g pesta buku akt selangor..sy penah dgr ade, tp x ingt buat kat mane..so, info itu sgt2 lah membantu

- update what will happen next..mcm2 kawn2 sy yg bersalin.rasenye, husband dorg update status kat fb dulu kot yg wife dh selamat bersalin..then, barulah dorg akan sms kawan2 rapat..

- sy jugak suke kata2 smgt or motivasi diri or lirik2 yg best..sbb ayat2 ni sume puitis ...dn membacanya jugek wat kite sgt syiok...

so, itulah bebelan utk status FB ni..nnti ade benda lagi...kite update cite lain plak...adiossss

Status @ Facebook

2010-06-28T07:23:00.000-07:00

Lately, FB mmg lah jd kegilaan org ramai..or shud i say benda yg sume org ade...especially generasi Y lah..dan, FB sagt famous sbb kite leh jumpe kwn2 lame yg dh bertahun2 x jumpe..like my case...sy x pernah contact dgn budak2 zmn sekolah rendah..maklumlah, after abis je UPSR, saya masuk SMKPW, sekolah asrama harian yg jauh dari rumah (jauhlah jugak)..meanwhile, kwn2 sekolah rendah sume pilih sekolah menengah yg dkt dgn rumah...so, thats the reason nape sy tak rapat dn lost contact dgn dorang..

dan, dgn adenye FB, saya jumpe balik kawan2 lama...aduhai..sgt2 rindukan dorang..tp, sebenarnye, i'm looking for some1 ...kwn sekolah rendah saya..yg saya rasa sy byk buat silap dgn die..saya ni otai mase sekolah rendah..konon2 rase cikgu dh sayang ..sbb siap jadi tokoh murid lagi tuh..huhuh...sy nk jumpe org ni nak minta maaf dr hujung rambut smpi hujung kaki..saya cube gak bertanya dgn kawan2 lama..tp, dorg ckp mmg dorg x contact R lps abis sekolah rendah sbb die pun smbg belajar jauh kat kedah..in case saya x jumpe R utk mintak maaf, saya nk ckp yg saya minta maaf banyak2 sbb dulu2..saya penah ejek die something! teruk kan saya? smpi mcm tu saya hina dn ejek org tu..sbnrnyer, dlm ejek2 tu..sbnrnyer sy attracted to him! hahaha..cinta monyet? ok..mls nk cite dh..that love story will remain secret..

so, sbb sebenar entry ni adalah nk ulas sikit jenis2 org2 yg ade FB update status..ni hasil pemantauan saya lah...

1. update benda sama everyday

tiap2 hari pun die akan wish morning, bile lunch tanya makan ape, bile nk balik umah, die ckp excited sbb nk blk umah dr ofis..bile nk dinner, tanya kat status mkn ape...nk tidor plak wish selamat malam kat status FB..so, duk ulang2 benda sama dan ade plak org bagi komen...x bosan ke? mcm x de idea jer nk update status kat fb

2. update status manjang ckp sakit

ha..ni lagi satu..saya percaya pada sikap positif..ini tak, tak abis2 akt status fb tulis sy stress lah, saya demam lah..saya bosan la..itu sume kan ayat2 negatif?? pastu, tulis sakit kepala lah.nk mc esok lah..its like pra pemberitahuan kat sume org yg die mmg sakit dgn need MC..pastu..FB forever lah tgk die update duk main game...kalo dh status asyik tulis sakit..mmglah akan sakit..cube tulis " saya sihat, dan mahu terus sihat "..

3. update sepatah2/seminit2/kekerapan yg sgt2

ni mmg keje konon2 die ade yg rajin update status fb..esp musim bola nih...setiap kali dh gol atau gol x masuk nk update status..perlu ker???
ataupun, konon2 die update status nk g tgk wayang..die akan mule update:
- otw g tgk wyg
- baru masuk parking
- naik eskalator ke wayang
- beratur beli tiket wayang
- beratur beli air dn pop corn
- tggu waktu masuk wayang
- wayang dh mule

and the status goes on....just imagine..perlu ke sume tu? masuk twitter lah wei..dn org x mau tau aturan idup ko smpi mcm tu sekali, oke?!

4. update status yg marah2 giller sampai kuar ayat2 x best dn mencarut

ok, suke hatilah nk marah..but, pls,,jgn gune ayat mencarut dlm status..sume org bace oke! why dont kalo kite mrh ke, try tulis mcm ni, " saya tgh marah..tp sy cube senyum"..maksudnye, gune ayat positif gak..ini tulis b*b* lah...se*a* lah..mcm2....x sekolah ker???

5. update status yg sbnryer ditujukan utk sorg jer...

ni lagi satu, leh x jer htr msg or anything yg berteknologi utk alert something..ini adelah..saya penah notice..ade sorg ni, die tulis akt status die , "kepada sipolan, pkul bape nk gerak d wedding esok?"...see..benda tu ditujukan utk sorg jerl..ltklah kat wall die...or htr email..ni ltk kat status sendiri...konon2 dgn hrpn die akan bc..pls lah..get a life!!

6. update status mcm bercerita

for me..x penah lah pjg giller update status..tp, byk kali gak ade org update status pjg giller...ade tu siap cite die g vacation kat penang..cite psl vacation die ltk dlm status..aduhai..perlu ker????? x faham konsep kot dorg nih..

so...rase mcm byk lagi kot..tp, nnti2lah update..yg atas ni sume my personal opinion..no offense eh....

Cerita 3 Kawan Saya

2010-06-24T08:44:00.000-07:00

saya mulakan entry ini dgn lafaz Bismillah..segala puji bagi Allah, Maha Agung, dan Maha Berkuasa...

kita hanya merancang, Allah jua yg menentukan...

1. Mak Kak Ida

Knowing Kak Ida...she's so close to her mother...everything pun mmg relates to her mother..and then, there's one time..she told abt her mother condition..i feel sorry for her...dlm cite2 kak ida, I know that her mom was a very strong person...

her mom went thru an operation last tuesday...kak ida take leave for a week..plus last week..just to take care her mom and make sure everything went smoothly...

and i feel sad, when she sms me tonite, " kalo akak sakit, sapa la nk jg akak agaknya kan. Moga2 akak x sakit2 lg"...akak, sy sgt sedih...bile akak ckp mcm ni...kite doa byk2 kay...dn harap akak trus sihat utk jaga mak akak dan family akak...hug for u akak!

2. Ayah D.O

It started that Monday, bile D.O banyak senyap at ofis..we do not know what is the problem..until die bagitau yg ayahnye sakit....

sy pun sgt2 sedih..lps tau mak kak ida nk operate, then same thing happend to D.O...

Knowing D.O yang sgt2 jarang bercerita abt his dad....dn tibe2 jadi mcm ni, kitorg trus ckp to him that u shud go back to ur hometown,...wpun maybe ade org yg jaga...tp, bile ayah kite tgk kite ade pun, die dh suke..

wpun office sgt2 hectic without D.O present, tp kami ttp harap D.O hanya akan balik ofis bile die rasa die perlu balik shj...

be strong ok D.O!

3. Fadh ...

hari ni, pagi2 dpt msg dr fadh informed that she was so down and wanted to meet me utk cite ape jadi...

sblm jumpe, mmg saya dh dpt sikit idea what actually happend to fadh..dn, after gym tonite..jumpe fadh ..dn kami duduk mkn die ikea..bagus..lps g gym, mkn meatball di ikea..sape ajar? hahahhaha....bertuah...tp, demi fadh..its not a big problem..

dn fadh menceritakan masalah die..yg sgt sukar, dn sbnrnyer x boleh nk diceritakn disini..

tp, point yg paling penting adalah , "memang org lain sgt2 rajin fikirkan utk kita without notice that ape yg dorg fikir itu adalah so wrong!!!! "

tp, yg sgt best adalah bile lepak berdua..tibe2 dtg sorg mamat ni mengacau duk promote perfume...konon2 dr eraman..shud i believe u??? ntah2 perfume x ori....

tp, being me mcm sian nk halau die, belum sempat die nk tjk perfume tu, fadh sampuk smbil ckp, "i'm so sorry, but we have discussion right now.."...so, mamat tu blah dgn jayanya..huhuhuh..discussion kah?hehehhee..

fadh, i don;t mind spending time wif u, to hear abt ur prob, to share the opinion..coz that what friends are for, rite?

utk ketiga2 kawan saya di atas..may Allah be with u always...be strong kay!

Craving for booksssssss...

2010-06-16T07:39:00.001-07:00

dunnolah..but lately i'm craving for a book...novel actually...dh lame sgt2 x g book excess kat amcorp tu..so, kesempatn selalu pergi the curve digunakan dgn baik utk singgah di MPH and review the latest and best sellers book...

after work out td, nikki went for solat...dn disebabkn keuzuran saya, saya tunggu nikki di MPH saja...then, belek punye belek, i've stopped at one book..cover nye sgt menarik hati..gmbr cupcakes..although i'm not a big fan of cupcake, but i'm a big fan of pink! anything with pink...
the book cover colour's is pink! bawah ni adalah gmbr buku itew..cilok from http://chicklitreviews.com..see..how tempting the book..rite? huhuhuuhu

so, while waiting nikki abis solat...i sat relax at the sofa there, and start reading that book...sgt2 simple and best!! tp, laing menarik hati adalah phrase at the cover of the book,

"Who said falling in love was a piece of cake?"

best kn that phrase? nk beli..but when thinking there's a lot of novel x baca lagi, dan harganye yg boleh dikatakan mahal compare to book excess...saya tangguhkn dulu hasrat ini....dah la hari tu ade book sales at the curve ..after watching LBS, saja jalan2 wif fadh, and nampak ade booth bukak jual buku2..murah2..and u will get 1 free book if your purchase more than 5...

tanpa buang masa.haruslah pilih dgn kdr yg cepat kerna org makin ramai kerumun booth itu mcm nmpk sales baju..harus diserbu kerna murah bukunya..sume less than rm20...then, i den up buying 5 books and got 1 for free..

so...nafsu utk beli buku,novel ini x bleh ditahan2...huuhuhu.....saya nk beli buku lagik!!!

Longest Entry...I think so ..

2010-06-15T07:50:00.000-07:00

Salam..huhuu..aarrgghhh..rase keciwa dgn diri sendiri kerna fail utk update blog daily..kalo mcm tu, poyo ke eh? hahahha...so this time, nk menulis jerk byk2 cite..x nk ltk gmbr langsung sbb x mau..

cite pertama : of course about HSBB!

actually, mule2 ade paksaan oleh saorang orang yg mau nama utk mane2 QAS from TMIS project utk pergi interview for HSBB project...it was a very quick decision that I and nikki did...we just discuss bisik2 a few seconds i think, and we gave our names to our boss..tibe2 dpt called from HR that we have to attend interview the next day..walaaweeei...like seriously, its been so long i never attend an interview, and without preparation, i kena g interview...

keesokannya, so, dgn melenggang kangkung smbil kepala stress pk SD yg sangat melambak, saya turun dgn bergaya ke HR..rupe2nye..sorang pun x masuk lagik...my turn no. 2 x silap...then, Lynn x masuk2 pun lg as turn no 1..ape kes kan....so...sessi borak2 dn melihat org pun bermula masa nk tggu di temuduga..temuduga? hahahaaaa...we have to jot down our names 2 times...naadaaa naaddaaa..waiting for about 30 minutes, and nikki joined us borak2 after that, still x masuk lg...

then, the best part, tibe2 sorang kakak HR panggil, said that kena masuk berdua2..so, lynn kena masuk dgn lynn...ni kes nk cepat abis interview kot....lps tu...turn saya plak,,,kenalah sorang2 coz pagi tu hanya Lynn, Nikki and me shj kena interview...

interview as normal we have to cerita about ourself...naaddaa..naddaaa...then tibe2 ade sorg encik lelaki tanya asal mana....bile ckp my mum from joga..banyaklah plak soalan psl jogja...tp, paling kelakar kot, bile die tanya, "kalo rm50 leh dpt kebaya yg penuh manik2 tuh x ?"...i dunt think i've been sarcastic, but after that baru i realized coz saya jawab balik ," boleh, boleh dapat, tp yg top sahaja"..hehehee..sarcastic kah itu? :))

then, after 2 weeks kot..we got the result, 9 names been selected, but our boss can only let 5 QAS dulu pergi...esp yg non SD team kena pergi dulu..of course lah SD etam tidak akan dilepaskan kerna SD may datang mencurah2...plslah customer..stop complaint, and pls lah agent...stop creating bomb.. :))

so, sampai sekarang..saya masih menanti utk dihtr ke HSBB..i take it as challenge..new challenge...wpun BANYAK sgt cerita2 yg telah didengar, moga Allah sentiasa merahmati perjalanan hidup saya...

cite kedua : Fitness First

sebenarnya,excited nk pergi gym bile tgk the biggest loser..tp, mcm pk nk ajak sape as geng..kebetulan nikki baru lps bersalin, and she's ok with that, we decided to register on the last day of April...mule2 salina also wanted to join, but due to some reason, she can;t join us..its ok, ade nikki pun dh cukup..

perasaan? sgt best...sgt best bile dpt tgk peluh kuar mencurah2..wpun penat blk mlm kdg2 dh pukul 10 lbh, its worth it...saya nk kurus sgt2..skrg ni...yg sangat2 kena buat adelah control makan! ni agak susah siket..huhuhuh...tp, saya cube jugak,,,

kami ada 3 session with personal trainer, Sri..he is such a good trainer...he knows what kind of exercise or machine suitable for us...never force us but keep on motivate us...being me yg kasut sukan pun x pernah ada sblm ni...u can just imagine how i started all this thing..its tired but fun! thank u so much Sri...u have been a very good inspired trainer i've had..mybe we wanna consider him as our personal trainer if the result tak memberangsangkan..huuuhu..wish me luck!

mcm2 kejadian di gym..tp, kejadian di locker room adalah sgt ape eh..dunno what to say..tp, moral of the story di locker room..jagalah brg peribadi anda..ahaha..no need to show it to other people because its same like others...hahahahahah

we wanna join the class..but when look at the schedule , the class for beginner is during office hour..kalo ade after office hour pun, mule lmbt dn of course abis lambat..camno tu kan? but its oke, we will try the best way to plan it smoothly..

cite ketiga: wedding

first sekali ke johor ke wedding baiti..baiti adalah kwn rapat keje vads..tp skrg die adalah sorg cikgu lpsn kpli..saya pergi dgn kak farah, naik bas dn duduk di hotel dkt dgn rumah baiti...quite ok hotel die..thanx baiti..die bertemu jodoh dgn azir, satu ofis gak dulu..ini jodoh call center nama nya..hahahaha

then, minggu berikutnya pergi ke pasangan kedua jodoh call center jugak iaitu ed dgn akmal..kali ni ke melaka lah kite..mule2, cdg nk balik hari.tp, atas cdgn kak farah, kami bermalam di rumah neneknye di pangkalan balak,,,road trip turut disertai adik kak farah yg bernama safura dan jugak laila..mse kat melaka smptlah g makan kat umbai,,wpoun bukan restoran yg famous tuh..tp, kedai kitorg mkn ni pun sdp, not bad...huhhuuh

then, wedding seterusnya adalah adik zue..berkahwin dgn fadzil..adik kecik ni dh kawen dah....x tahu nk express mcm mane..tp sgt etrharu tgk die dgn fadzil...fadzil, pls take of my adik kechik eh..:))

cite keempat: l.o.v.e

saya tau, ade kawan sy x berkenan sy berkawan dgn ini mamat...sy tahu dorg x suke bersebab...tp, skrg..rasanya..sy nk wat titik noktah yg saya akan lupuskan habis habisan perasaan ni..:))

buat mek yang, ira, zue : thanks for everything..dgr bebelan ku.....

lagu sesuai utk si mamat:

Ku Cinta Kau Apa Adanya (Aku Mau)

Kau boleh acuhkan diri ku,
dan anggap ku tak ada
Tapi tak ‘kan merubah,
perasaan ku,
kepada muKu yakin pasti suatu saat,
semua ‘kan terjadi,
kau ‘kan mencintai ku,
dan tak akan pernah,
melepas ku

[Chorus:]
Aku mau mendampingi diri mu,
aku mau cintai kekurangan mu,
s’lalu bersedia bahagiakan mu,
apapun terjadi,
ku janjikan aku ada.

Kau boleh jauhi diri ku,
namun ku percaya,
kau ‘kan mencintai ku,
dan tak akan pernah,
melepas ku

[Chorus]

Aku ada

[Interlude]

Aku mau mendampingi diri mu,
aku mau cintai kekurangan mu.
Aku yang rela, terluka,
untuk mu selalu~u~

hopefully one day...saya benar..Ya Allah, jika benar dia jodohku, rapatkanlah aku dgn nya..jika dia bukan jodoh ku, aku berdoa mendapat yang lebih baik dari sekarang..yang baik itu datang dariMU ya Allah..yang buruk itu datang dariku..

mcm x panjang plak entry ni kan..huuhu...nnti bisa disambung lagi..banyak nk cite lg...see ya soon..

BENCI boleh jadi SAYANG

2010-04-08T05:35:00.000-07:00

lame tak tulis blog..tp, ni ade benda menarik nk cerita..

kat office sy, ade sorg mamat ni..sy pun x tahulah nk ckp mcm mane....tp, bile kitorg jumpe jekr..asyik nk bertekak..kalo x bertekak..pelik kot...pastu..mamat ni muke x malu, 2 benda yg die selalu mintak dr saya:

- any sweets..tp, selalu sy beli clorets
- pinjam BB sy nk tgk FB..smpi kawn2 die ingat die dh gune BB..padahal gune BB saya..

punyelah asyik bertekak..ade jekr x kena..selalunye die yg start dulu...kalo ikut sy, rasa mcm geram tul dgn mamat ni..tak agak2 nak bertekak...ms taip entry ni pun..rase mcm nk cubit die..

die sgt sukeler menyakat saya..saya pun x tahulah ape masalah die...ade one time kitorg training same2...itu dh la satu masalah sbb satu bilik training..satu masalah lagi bile tibe2 kena satu group...kelas tu jadik kecoh sbb tak habis2 die nk jadikan saya modal..

sampai satu tahap, trainer suruh die stop kacau saya...padan muke hang!

kitorg punye job task lain2..tp, die suke menyebuk kat workstation saya..masuk2 jerk asyik ckp..."eh, aku x leh tgk lah muke ko..ko menyebuklah..apelah "...ape2 jelah die nk ckp...tp, dlm duk sebuk2 kutuk2 dn usik saya..sebuk nk jugak 2 benda tuh dr saya..clorets and BB..

then, hari selasa lepas..die dtg lagik kat workstation saya...as usual, die ckp lagik "aku tak suke tengok ko, dari awal masuk ..ee..kenapalah ko ade" ..something like that lah..die mmg suke lah gune ayat2 mcm tu..dn selalu sy akan balas balik cakap..."macamlah aku suke sgt tengok muke kau!."..dn mmg gurauan kite mcm tulah..

tp, sy mmg nk kenakan die hari tu ...saya balas balik ape die ckp, " kau ckplah benci2 tengok aku..nanti lama2 sayang..org ckp, benci leh jadi sayang"..

terus senyap mamat tuh..muke terus blushing!! padan muke...sy duk gelak jek...geram sgt2...lps ni sure die takut lah nk ckp mcm tu lagik...yelah, takut tukar jd sayang kot...hahhaahaha....

pastu..smlm...die nk dtg je kat workstation sy...dr jauh sy dh nk gelak..die dtg2 jek...die ckp, "ha..ko tgk farihah..ko yang suke aku kan..dr jauh ko dh senyum2 tgk aku kan? ko yg suke aku kan?"

eh2..kite plak kena..org gelakkn die ..die kate kite suke die plak...

buat S**H***..ko jgn perasan lebih..aku wat entry ni pun...sbb nk cite..tp, rasenye ko x kan bc kot entry ni...

tp, tlg lah jadikan iktibar.. " benci leh jadi sayang"...hahahahahahah

Jangan Menyerah

2010-04-03T10:17:00.000-07:00

Lately, sgt layan lagu ni, Jangan Menyerah by D-Masiv...lyrics + music combination sgt baik..bile tgk lyric ni sgt simple, tp maksud yg sgt mendalam..so, kite layan :

tak ada manusia
yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali
segala yang telah terjadi

kita pasti pernah
dapatkan cobaan yang berat
seakan hidup ini
tak ada artinya lagi

syukuri apa yang ada
hidup adalah anugerah
tetap jalani hidup ini
melakukan yang terbaik

tak ada manusia
yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali
segala yang telah terjadi

Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
kebesaran dan kuasanya
bagi hambanya yang sabar
dan tak kenal putus asa

I heart USANA!! so much!!

2010-03-15T18:56:00.000-07:00

Bile dh pindah ke office TTDI, sy mule share experience sy using USANA..Especially NUTRIMEAL..one of my best friend, Nikki, drop me an email to express her satisfaction minum NUTRIMEAL CHOC..

Bawah ni email dr die:

----- Original Message -----
From: Nik Fatimah
To: nfarihahmz@occ.vads.com
Sent: Thursday, 11 March, 2010 9:59 AM

Subject: USANA

Dear Fa, Hatta pon dah ske usana tuh..mase I bg dier minum last nite, smpi ke pagi dier kenyang. Xpenah2 dier x habis mkn..ari nie makan separuh nasik lemak jer dah full. Nak order strawberry satu…tu je yg I nak cakap actually. ;)

satu lagi, Ira..die mmg dh byk kali order USANA utk her hubby, SYED...ira kate..mmg syed breakfast dn dinner with nutrimeal..

Alhamdulillah..sy sgt2 happy dpt share something useful dgn kawan2 saya..

so, sebagai perhargaan..saya bg shake free...utk ira...sy akan bg this week..sgt excited!

berbalik pd diet, mmg kite kdg2 lupe kite tgh diet..so, sy rase benda yg sgt useful utk ingatkn kite ttg diet adelah this note holder....saya beli kat JJ dn sy stick notes...esp password2 utk system yg sy byk gune kat ofis...x koser nk ingat sume..so, note holder ni pun leh digunekan utk ltk notes, "I'M ON DIET"....selalu asyik nk cari kunyah2 jerk...so..memandangkn byk ms dihabiskn di ofis..ape salahnye ltk notes ni kat note holder...

sy amik gmbr gune hp BB sy..tp x tahu nape gmbr kuar camni..ni lah note holder yg leh ltk di ofis..

utk kawan2 yg ingin join diet...drop me comment!..tq..maybe a note holder could be yours too!!

percubaan pertama..

2010-03-13T23:05:00.000-08:00

Percubaan pertama saya nk tulis blog thru my blackberry..heehehe

Sy nk cite kesah2 ketika sy bertugas di kursus kahwin, masjid
Negara anjuran ayah saya sendiri..selalunye, mmg sabtu
Dn ahad di peruntukkan utk membantu ayahanda..kalo bkn
anak2 yg bantu, sape lagi kan..

Ragam pertama:
Peserta yg lagi seminggu nk kwen, baru terhegeh2 nk
dtg hadiri kursus kahwin..camno nk tolong tuh? Perancangan
kahwin kelam kabut.patutnye at least 3 bln b4 kwen dh
hadiri kursus kahwin..kalo x dpt sijil, sume urusan
dokumen utk submit pd jbtn agama akan tertangguh..so,
peserta2 yg br dftr kursus, trus ty sijil siap bile.
Rase nk hempuk..x abis lg attend kursus, lagi mau ty sijil.
Pastu ckp nk sijil cepat sbb lg bape hari nk kawin..hello!!
Its not our prob oke! U urself should plan properly
when u will get married! Kalo lg seminggu nk nikah
baru nk attend kursus kahwin..itu mmg gagal merancang!!

Ragam kedua:
Disebabkn lokasi kursus kahwin yg bertempat di masjid negara,
we bet everyone should know etika pemakaian yg sesuai
bile masuk masjid..ini tidak, ade yg laki pakai jeans lusuh
ketat skinny x hengat wif baju kecik ikut bdn..
Ade perempuan tu pakai jeans ketat baju pun kecik lengan
pendek dgn selendang hy tutup rmbut blkg..come on la!
Ni masjid, not shopping complex where u can wear what ever
u want lah beb! Paling kelakar ade peserta ty ade
warna tertentu ke nk pakai??!! Aiyoo, u are attending
pre marriage course, not pengebumian! Aiyoo haii!!

Ragam ketiga:
Kdg2 peserta2 ni bwk cite2 sedih..ade dulu sorg laki
dtg reg. He said, die dh attend sblm ni, tp dulu die
dtg dgn tunang die. Sadly, his fiancee died b4 married.
So, die attend lg sekali bersama2 bakal tunang baru..
Isn't it sweet? Coz die ckp ms die tunang dulu die mmg dh tau
tunang die sakit.but still continue with the plan
to get married..
Ade cite lg sedih, bile peserta dtg nk amik sijil,
He said kena cepatkn kahwin ats nasihat doc..sbb bakal
wife tibe2 disahkn kanser otak dh tahap hidup 50-50..
Lps get married, dorg berdua will be fly to US utk treatment..
Sedihnye..pengorbanan..yg x berbelah bagi..lg sedih
sbb ni pengorbanan dr pihak lelaki..bukan semua laki
sama..masih ade yg berhati mulia spt laki dua org ni..

Ragam keempat:
Peserta yg x xtauapediedengarmskursus..topik yg agak
penting adlah prosedur perkahwinan..yg kelakar, ms
Ustaz dok pong pang ceramah, x nk plak ty bile x fhm..
Dh kuar dr dewan, tersengih2 jumpe sy or ayah ty ape
prosedur kawin..aik, x smpi sejam ko dgr ceramah..trus tanye???
Ko dgr ape ms kursus td?? Aiyooo!!!org mcm ni, bolehlah
labelkan yg dtg kursus semata2 mau sijil utk kawen..

Bolehlah disimpulkn disini, kdg2, kite akan berada di tmpt
dimana kite beri servis, dn kite menerima servis.
Dn 1001 gelagat dn ragam , karenah manusia kite hadapi..
Ape boleh buat, sabar.. :))

tak faham..

2010-03-13T07:14:00.001-08:00

saya nk cerita yg sgt sy x faham kejadiannye..yg berlaku dpn mata saya..kejadian bermula begini:

1. saya nk balik..bersama2 yg turun dlm lif adalah sekumpulan wanita..or perempuan2 dr project lain..company sy keje mmg byk projek..so, geng2 perempuan ni dr salah satu projek itulah..

2. ade dua org perempuan yg menarik perhatian saya..sorg wearing tudung bwl with kurung cotton..sorg lagik baju batik sutera wif selendang..sagt2 ayulah boleh dikatakan...

3. so, kami pun kuar lif beramai2...sy nmpk 2 org perempuan tadik menuju ke sebuah kereta hyundai x silap..dn sy lintas jln mau beli pisang goreng makcik van..

4. bile sy abis beli pisang gorang, sy patah balik ke area 2 org perempuan tadik parking kete sbb nk tggu ayah saya..

5. sgt terkejut...saya tgk 2 org perempuan ayu itu telah berubah penampilan...dua2 sudah bukak tudung bawal & selendang..berambut pendek, dn menghisap rokok di tepi kereta mereka ....motif?? wa pu chee tawww...

6. sy sgt terkejut, smpi pusing dua kali...aiiiyaaa..sunguh2 x faham....sekelip mata sudah berubah...

entry ni x de motif ape2pun..cume..nk ckp, betullah org ckp, don't judge a book by its cover...

caca marba

2010-02-15T19:28:00.001-08:00

oh tidak..tajuk entry saya tiada kena mengena dgn penyingkiran caca raja lawak yerk..tp, nk wat entry campur2 sbb dh lame x update blog...oke..

cite pertama:

last december, lynn buat makan2...so..layan gambar jelah sbb dh lame sgt kan.. :))

itu me, with tuan rumah - lynn

the food...shedap..esp fruit salad..

cite kedua:

bulan dec jugok. ade exchange gifts among qas...mls nk cite lebih lanjut sbb ade cite "haru" disebalik event ni..tp, moral of the story..."agak-agaklah kan" ..x nk cite lebih lanjut, kang ade org terasa hati..tgk gambo2 sajork..

tukar-tukar hadiah

kpvqas..gmbr sy dgn mamat yg sgt perasan die adalah jejaka idaman malaya:anuar zain! nk muntah!

inilah senior QAS..with bos

cite ketiga:

finally..sorang lagik geng bujang SMKPW sudah selamat berkahwin..congrats zarina and hubby! so, skrg ni geng2 bujang tinggal saya, fadh, aqlima, azua, aulia, razi (tp razi dh tunang)..huhuhuh..zarina cantik sgt hari tu..sbb tema ala2 tradisional melayu smpikan MC pun dh ckap mcm bersajak gitew..congrats!..aya pulak 1st time pakai baju controversi yg dijahit oleh kak zuty yg amik masa almost 1yr nk siap...seb baik puas hati..kalo x, mau mintak ganti rugi kain..penat lelah beli kain kat jakel.. :P

kami...ramai plak pakai pink hari tu..

sukelah gmbr kat pelamin ni...

so, inilah 3 cerita caca marba dari saya..huhuhu..byk nk cite..tp, nntilah...see ya!

Memories~

2010-01-30T20:15:00.000-08:00

Ingat lagik, mase ni kitorg g brunch at old town kopitiam @ puchong..thn 2008..mek yang mase tu baru jadi wife kieran, dn minggu kitorg brunch ni adalah utk resepsi di pihak lelaki di klang..

Tgk muka Mek yang pun, she is so happy..Me, as normal... Arwah As...rupe2nye ni antara kenangan terakhir dgn die..lps kitorg mkn2 ni..lps tu ade kuar lagi, at Mid Valley..lunch makan Nando's, mase tu Mek Yang tgh pregnant, baru bape bulan..Arwah As x sempat nk tengok perut Mek Yang besar...

Macam mane saye boleh rapat dgn Arwah As wpun arwah adalah kawan UiTM Mek yang ms kat Sabah. Ingat lagi, 1st time jumpe die mse trip cuti2 ke PD. Mase mule2 kenal arwah, tgk die mcm garang..but, rupe2nye..she was so friendly and nice person. Lps trip ke PD tuh, kitorg g Penang same2...dn same2 sibuk tolong Mek Yang for her kenduri..

Arwah mmg suke melayan Nenek Mek Yang, yang kitorg panggil Tok. Sebab tu lah arwah ni memang disenangi oleh orang2 tua..sbb die rajin..rajin melayan..rajin mengemas..dan die pakar wat2 kerja yang mmg mcm perempuan melayu terakhir lah.. :))

dan, berita arwah accident only after a day she was engaged to his bf..sangat2 menyayat hati..although i've known her only 3 yrs I think, but she was a really good friend..ape yang sgt membuatkan kami sedih...arwah dh berkawan lame dgn her bf...dn setelah lama, barulah dorang ikat tali pertunangan..then,only after a day menjadi tunangan orang, arwah accident..

Alfatihah utk arwah..moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat...

warkah~

2010-01-29T23:17:00.001-08:00

saya sangat sedih semalam..saya tak tahu nak cakap ape bile dgr berita tu...lagu & lirik dr kumpulan bau ni, bagai meluahkan ape yg saya rasa sekarang:

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Makan - makan di Zenith Restaurant

2010-01-29T18:27:00.000-08:00

Permulaan tahun 2010 yg sgt baik, bile mane Faiz (my younger brother) dpt bonus (awal giller TNB bgi bonus!)..so apa lagik, being me, terus la ajak die makan2..Kebetulan baca paper Metro Ahad mention yg Zenith ni Chinese Muslim restaurant yg sdp mknnnye...so, saya call dulu the restaurant nk booking...dn, tempatnye sgt dkt rupenye dgn rumah saya..so, malas nk cerita lebih2..enjoy the piccas!

- ini maknn nyer..paling mahalnye adelah udang galah msk dgn telur masin itew..delicious!!

- my all time fav : butter prawn...di atas itew tahu telur sizzling, dn di bawah itew, yam basket with chicken

- di atas itu, ikan stim msk ape ntah, bwh kiri sotong with brocolli..dn telur ..

-faeiqah yg sgt2 selera..her fav sayur some more..brocolli...shedap!!

- us...dan sgt kenyang

sebenarnye, kitorg amik dinner package , serve utk 6-8 pax ..rm158...tp, kitorg tambah udang galah yg sgt mahal itew...huhuhu...sgt lah kenyang dn sgt puas hati...

for more info, click: http://www.njzenith.com.my/

what do you feel if...

2010-01-28T06:38:00.001-08:00

What do you feel if someone told that you are not capable / not healthy enough to get ur job? it happened to me! and i cried out when heard about it!

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During lunch time, we (me, kak I** and L***) had dinner at our usuall cafe.While enjoying our meal, whe have been briefed about one scheme by someone (lady) from one of the what so call local bank. Honestly, i'm not paying full attention of what she said coz i enjoyed my food very much - of courselah...nasi putih+sambal sardin+my fav telor dadar + sup sayur...but, i still know & understand the basic idea what the scheme offered.

The scheme looks "interesting" untill there's part of covering for crititical illness. being SLE patient, i curious whether i qualified to join the scheme or not..there's a few question in my mind, but i kept it inside. In the evening, Kak I** came back to the cafe coz she's starving at that time. Mana tak nye...sgt2 concentrate to what the lady bank, and she only ate bread butter pudding.
So, bile Kak I** said nk g balik kat cafe..saya dgn pantas dn cepat mintak tanye soalan2 yg bermain dlm pikiran.

Bile balik dr makan..Kak I** informed that the lady bank still at the cafe. Soalan yg paling penting sudah terjawab. Tapi, paling sedih, when the lady bank said " How can she got the job if she had sick??"..sy sgt2 terperanjat..on the same time fikir.." ape hak die to said that??"..mule2 dgr..rasse nk nangis..but then..air mata x leh tahan..sy nangis...dlm fikiran pikir satu..IF, i said IF, die kena sakit...i'm the most happiest person in the world!...mmg x baik nk doakan org bukan2..tp sy sgt2 terasa!!..

Kak I** and L** pujuk saya..and said that lady bank x fasih melayu..x tahu nk use better words...tp, dlm hati..Allah shj yg tau betapa sakitnye hati ni..saya x penah mintak saya sakit...saya pun x nk tunjuk saya ade sakit...ape hal die to said that to me???? May GOD bless her..

If she meet me again..i wanna her say this to me :

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Far Away~~

2010-01-26T06:43:00.000-08:00

So many things to share_ so many things to story:

1. I'll be transfer to PV ..next month!

actually,i've prepared my body & soul (konon) to be transferred to PV. My Boss had informed since October, and i've got no problem with that. :)) bile nk fikir balik...sampai bile nak stay at KPV and doing the same task..kan? New task - more challenging - lebih2 lagi petang td S** called cite mcm2 about O* itu nk itu..O* itu nak ini...kesimpulannye..agaknye keje yg kite buat adalah utk puaskan hati mereka2... :P..I've packed my things ...bak kate Kak I**.."senang Far kemas..buang semua"...memang..buang saja semua... :P

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2. I've passed my QTI test..i have no idea what QTI stand for..but it basically test done by selected school driving teachers before students seat for the real driving test with JPJ..bunyi mcm horror ... tp, Alhamdulillah..satu dah lepas..after this..test JPJ on 4th Feb..fffuuuhhh..wish me luck..and May Allah bless me..

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3. Dah lame tau Dato' Siti will organize concert for Aizat and faizal Tahir..so, since then, selalulah jenguk website Ticket2U nk tix dh jual belum...tibe2..bile tgk paper hari ni, mentioned again abt the concert, excited semacam..ajak Kaklong and Lela...dorg okies..bukak ticket 2u...malang sekali..seat2 best didepan harga rm80 & rm120 sold out already.. :(( sgt sedey..kalo tix for anuar zain nk berabis more than rm 120 sgtlah berbaloi..tiada jodoh nk tgk konsert dorang..maybe next time ..:))..please support Malaysian Music..ni peringatan utk diri sendiri yg sebuk borong cd dr indon kalo balik sane..huhuhuhu..

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Permulaan 2010 yg sangat menarik..menarik ker?? Hopefully...just pray for the best..Amin..

mimpi mainan tidur

2009-11-16T06:09:00.000-08:00

saya terjaga hari sabtu dengan satu kekeliruan.
tibe2 saya mimpi someone, dh lame lah x contact - email/call/sms/jumpe.tibe2 je dlm mimpi tu die tanye saya, "nape awak dh lame x contact saya?". mmg mcm pelik sangat.
then saya bgtau ira, ira ckp, mmg tu jadi mcm tu sbb maybe saya rindu sgt dengan org tu..

persoalan nye sekarang, betul ker saya rindu kat org tu?

tp, yg nyata..saya mmg tgh rindu kat ini budak kecik -faeiqah faqeihah.

usana - the best supplement!

2009-11-14T07:08:00.000-08:00

saya 1st time bace the benefit of usana from penol .mase tu rase teruja sangat2 sbb nk balance kn my SLE + hormon + kurangkn berat badan.

explanation penol tu mmg sgt2 best, trus sign up as a member ms bulan pose lps. sahur tiap2 hati minum nutrimeal + essential. mmg tahank sampai buka pose. mase mule2 tu rase seksa yg amat, tp alhamdulillah, everything went smoothly.

berat saya turun 7 kg ms bulan pose hr tu..sgt excited. lagi2 excited bile dtg period,sbb alst period ms balik jogja, bulan 2 hari tu. org pertama sy sms of course lah penol ms dtg period itew..huhuhu..punyelah excited.ms tu plak tgh pose 6, truslah kena buka pose.

then, bulan ni pun period dtg as normal. sgt2 best. essential mmg tiap2 hari makan. nutrimeal skrg minum dgn air kosong, sbb stok air soya murah dh x jual kat speedmart.huhuhuh....

my sle..x check lagi..tp, alhamdulillah..x de tanda2 pun nk ke arah negatif. harap2 smpi bile2..

for more info, boleh contact saya ..esp utk sape2 yg nk kurangkan berat badan + period problem..

lps ni nk order coquinone pulak..for my sle..

after a long time

2009-11-14T06:48:00.000-08:00

salam..after along time, i start to blog again...fuhh...finally...

cite harini..

first time g capsquare with fadh, nonton 2012. no bad la, dah lame x tgk cite aksi-aksi mcm ni. then,punyelah fadh teringin nk makan papa john's pizza.

she drived all the way from capsquare to sunway pyramid..and been served by this cute guy, one of the supervisor maybe..his name is alif. but fadh x suke! she said, " too jambu, anak ikan lah."..then...dh mmg sgt2 lain taste kan..huhuhu..

then, ade lah jalan2 kejap dn ade org tu 'terbeli' baju kat sommerset bay..huhuhu...
bile kuar..hujan nasib baik x delah lebat sgt...sampai rumah dgn selamat!

thanks for the treat ya fadh!

eh..lupe..jumpe zarina while queue up buying tix for 2012. she will getting married on 1st jan 2010. everything had been settled..may Allah bless u and family, my dear!